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[Thursday October 30th] oh the things I would do for the people who wouldn't do a thing for me................... & Together we will float like angels

[Wednesday October 15th] Living on my own has its ups and downs +freedom +sleeping naked +starting fresh -/+starting from nothing -having to worry about bills -working over full time and still having to worry about money +having a roommate +being able to smoke anywhere, anytime in the house +getting to bring someone home +king size bed!! yess +not having to pick up after my parents anymore! +having Miss Heidi +more so pretty much everything rocks cept havin to deal with funds I wish I had a job that paid at least like 10 an hour that way id be bankin for sure on 95 hr paychecks but i love the burrito bar and dont really want another job haha life. I reallllly need a car what am I going to do? 2 & Together we will float like angels

[Sunday October 5th] so i moved out of my parents house finally. im pretty stoked entering the world of bills and rent etc. sounds pretty scary but im sure ill manage. hope i dont ever lose my job at the burrito bar its so bad ass and i get mad hours. ive got 87 hours in since wednesday stoked for this next paycheck even though itllbe gone soon after I cash it. meh oh well i also dyed my hair pretty much it looks black it doesnt look too good either. but itll fade im out of buds =( but i just snorted a xanax maybe itll work as a substitute...but i still want my danks! 2 & Together we will float like angels

[Tuesday September 30th] free at last & Together we will float like angels

[Sunday September 21st] [ music | ziggy-dragonfly ] i wish karma was a person so I could give it a big high-five!! 2 & Together we will float like angels

[Wednesday September 17th] back down to 110 lbs inyourface! 6 & Together we will float like angels

[Monday August 25th] faces i miss nick trash homan jen roesch melody and cherish matt randall perry ROBBIE LEE joey lee pat...whats your last name? chumley? billy turk matt johnson frazier bethea kyle cole fabio rebekah matt bentti jackie renfroe john rock ander and mikel ethan ahlgren bj wessledine or however you spell it sean conklin sarah race laila liljedahl dom doug youngman my mommy my family jolly todd and a bunch of other people i gtg 21 & Together we will float like angels

just becuase im awake and bored [Saturday August 9th] ( Read more... ) & Together we will float like angels

[Monday July 7th] we are not at all who we think we are, and we do not truly want what we currently think we want. The people we think we know better than anyone else are really just complete strangers to us. Nobody is who you think they are. You are not who you think you are. You are not somebody else, you do not have another set of eyes other than your own. You will NEVER see things from a different perspective, for you only have one perspective, that in which is your own. You have lived your life, and no one elses. You will not relate to anyones feelings or situations because you have not experienced nor walked the same exact grounds as any other being. You will never understand how people think or why they do the things they do. You have not felt what anyone else has felt, and people will not feel the way you want them to feel. No matter how hard we try, we will never understand anyone or anything. & Together we will float like angels

[Wednesday June 18th] [ mood | hungry ] the internet is so boring now. I cant believe I used to occupy so much of my time on a computer but I guess that was when i had 2354543 friends from daytona, palm coast, orlando, po, and of course the town(s) I live in. life changes fast, and you wont even know it until after its already different. & Together we will float like angels

[Monday June 2nd] so I got back in town last night. the trip was crazy! It was me, nate, adam, dave, chris and adrian. Before we left we rolled 5 joints and 2 blunts with all of our weed. We stopped at St. Augie to skate the park there, which was pretty sick. Adam works for Team Pain, so we got to skate this new, unopened skate park that he helped build in Jax. Yesterday me dave and adam went to Kona skate park that place is fucking huge! Some kid broke his leg and we got to see him get taken out with a stretcher. THE WEATHER WAS SO FUCKING HOT!! The thermostat inside Kona said it was 93 degrees inside the building, which is where we were 'cooling off.' so if we were getting cooled down by 93 degrees, then i can only imaine how fucking hot it was outside. So yeah, while we were at the new park, dave locked his keys in the truck and tried popping out the back window to his truck which made the whole thing shatter...it was kinda cool how it did it. We ghettoed it up and put clear plastic wrap around it, hahah and with our luck, yes, it poured and flooded within 5-10 minutes before we got the plastic on. At night we were going to the store so i could make dinner for everyone and we decided to use adams car since the window was broken out of daves. Well, Adams car is fucked up and the lights dont stay on. you have to tape the key forward for them to stay on, lol so were going down the road and as soon as we see a cop, the lights start flickering and go out. of course we get pulled over. dave got a no seatbelt ticket, a warning for the headlights, and he let us go with the fact there was no insurance on the car. regardless of everything bad that happened, it was a good trip. I needed a little vacation, and have been wanting to go on a road trip FOREVER!!! yep...all we did was blaze skate make food blaze blaze blaze and sleep oh and of course the boys were drinking non stop. I shotgunned a beer! I got the random urge that I get and I did it! lol I need to start drinking again. Before we even left for the trip, I took Charlie and skated down to the store and he did something to make my board fly out from under my feet sideways and flip. fucked up both of my ankles. the bruise on the left one is so big..i like it, hahah bruises are fun, you should see the one on my leg from where I got bit. & Together we will float like angels

[Sunday April 27th] [ mood | disappointed ] livejournal is such a distant thing to me now, its weird. i feel distant from everything though distant from my friends distant from my family distant from my life one day the sun will start to shine brighter for me. Everyone's afraid of their own life If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? No one really knows the ones they love If you knew everything they thought I bet that you'd wish that they'd just shut up Well, you were the dull sound of sharp math When you were alive No ones gonna play the harp when you die And if I had a nickel for every damn dime I'd have half the time, do you mind? Everyone's afraid of their own lives If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? Am I right? And it's our lives It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember We're alive for the first time It's hard to remember were alive for the last time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember To live before you die It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember That our lives are such a short time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember When it takes such a long time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember? My mom's God is a woman and my mom she is a witch I like this My hell comes from inside, comes from inside myself Why fight this? Everyone's afraid of their own lives If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? 1 & Together we will float like angels

[Monday March 31st] I started taking my medication yesterday, but I think its already having side effects. I kinda want to cry over everything. charlie peed on daves floor and that made me kinda tear up. jason was driving crazy and it made me want to cry. I just came across this boys myspace that I used to live with. His dad and my mom dated when we were kids. he came into beefs the other night so it made me want to look him up, but anyways hes married now and for some reason that made me want to cry. lol thats so weird. even the song simple man is egging on this horrid feeling. idk if its this medication, or me, or what. its gay though. i kinda feel nauseous im moving tomorrow. that makes me want to cry too, but ive been like that before the meds. a one bedroom mother-in-law house for me, my mom and my dad....wow. just...wow. i just ...dont know what to think or do. shit. i had moes today. fuck yes. charlie is dreaming right now =) his paw is moving. I love him a lot already. I love how he follows me into every room i go into, and cries when i go to the bathroom or take a shower and when I leave. aww and how he cuddles with me and lays his head on my shoulder or right on my face hah i love how he'll sit like a person and just chill. hes a good dog and im stoked. obviously. i guess i love being loved. fuck boys, all i needed was a puppy. haha ahhh im awake at 140 am because i took a fucking nappppp tis bullshit. i got my report card grades from parent portal. I got all A's 2 C's and 1 B fuck yes im really happy about it. im disappointed in the C's a little but im still surprisingly pleased 1 & Together we will float like angels

[Friday March 28th] & Together we will float like angels

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[Monday March 10th] life is starting to be so good im so stoked 1 & Together we will float like angels

[Thursday February 14th] I'm not really into the show, but I watched it the other day and I'm like so amazed by these two people. check it out. shit gives me goosebumps. 2 & Together we will float like angels

[Tuesday January 15th] I wish I could understand myself and the reason why I do the things I do. 1 & Together we will float like angels

[Monday January 14th] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Mat Weddle-Hey Ya ] its sad to think about how I started off last year in 3 AP classes. i used to do so good in school, and look at me now, I know I'm not going to graduate, I don't know why I'm still putting in any effort. & Together we will float like angels

i apologized a trillion times [Thursday January 10th] [ music | OutKast-Ms. Jackson ] im at school. i brought my laptop, so im chillin here, listening to my music, chatting on aim. my stomach has been feeling weird the past couple of days. I dont like it =\ and my jugular is throbbing for some reason. its really weird feeling. I dont like that either. im somewhat on an emotional roller coaster. goddamn being a woman sucks. why cant you just be all fucked up the couple days you bleed, not a week before, during, and sometimes after. its fucking bullshit. man im so boreeeeddd text me or something, or if you see me on aim, holllaaaa! hope that we feel this... feel this way forever. you can plan a pretty picnic... but you cant predict the weather. & Together we will float like angels

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